download and.. talking about shit

Oh my gosh, recently, I am so addicted to downloading stuff on the Internet.

What stuff, you ask? Nothing much, it's just episodes.

I am freaking maniac in anime and now I am trying to finish Bleach series. I am now on episode #165 of the episodes (out of 320) and I finished the manga! Phew, it was a tiring progress, sitting on the chair and reading all of those, but it feels good. I wish I could work in manga publishing department or whatever it's called, because you get to read any manga they published for free! That totally rocks!

I know I shouldn't be doing this since my homeworks are in deadline and I have yet to finish even a quarter of them. That's why I am promising myself to focus on those and finish all friggin' homeworks and after this course of mine is over (which is exactly one month, four weeks left) then, I will go to my cousin's place to do the download for the last time. She's moving away probably in July or August, damn it. That's why I need to download every or any movies I have yet to download and which need a lot space to download.

Well, if my cousin's moving to another apartment, I wouldn't be so worried. But she's moving away and going to rent a room, which is impossible to have her had Internet connection anymore. So, I have to work hard in downloading.

Shit. Speaking of July, I remembered my previous post yesterday which is so full of darkness. I really wanted to do other course other than business, but it seems like my parents financial situation is not turning well at all, so I am stuck in Business. I have to finish 3 years of it and struggle through it and then find a job, then earn money, and live my life. It's not even sure if I could get a job in Sydney, I might end up like my cousin who had just graduated last year and unemployed here so he went back to Indonesia and now helping his father's metal business? I don't see any change in the business at all, and yeah, i don't want to be like that, but it's hard. I don't want to think about it. If I think of it more, the outcome will end up worst than I have imagined. I will just relax and live day by day. Downloading movies, and reading mangas, and listening to music.

p.s  if I could find a way to stay in Australia this July to January 2012 without going to university ('cause the intake is in February), then I would be much more happier than anyone else in this world.